Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Sumthing to Share

i was in charis for 5 years already..when i first came in, there was CYM then it moved to Tq..coming in at the age of 13..i really dint know wad to do..luckily, there were the older youths like li qin, jing juan to help..darryl..tats y i still managed to stay on the path of God..

But i know..they couldnt help me if i dint tell them anything..so i did alot of sharing to the others..so we could pray together..experience God together..the days when i was a younger youth was pretty fun and enjoyable..

As i grew older..i began to think..y the older youths could have so much freedom when i have to always go home early..and have so many restrictions..i sort of dint like it too much back then..but lucky i still have ppl like wj, lx, nat, cl, char, mel..ww came later..we all knew about each other lives..the older ones knew too..i dint keep much from them cause we knew if we dint share..we would have problems too much to handle given our young age..

However there was one mistake i made..which caused big probs..anyone remember Ivan and Evon? they belonged to the older youths..tat time..so i began to stick with them as i thought they were cool..but nevertheless i dint realise abt the rules tat boys and girls couldnt go out alone..so me being there was a excuse for them to go out..which caused so much problems for the leaders..resulting in them leaving God..i still blame myself for that though..I was immature, i dint listen to good advice..i was self centred..so i'm sharing this becos i dun wan u, the younger ones to follow in my mistake..

SO SHARE MORE OK? WE THE OLDER YOUTHS R ALWAYS HERE FOR U ALL DE..WE R VERY HAPPY THAT U ALL ARE IMPROVING..WE CAN TELL DE..WHO SAYS WE DONT CARE? WE LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU TOO..

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